I stared at the closed door for a long time without moving.
How can I not be sad after four years of love?
Even if I can maintain that pride before Wen Lu and Ning Qi, I don’t want to admit defeat and show weakness before them.
But deep down, I’m really depressed
I didn’t sleep all night last night, and my whole heart seemed to have been dug out.
Although I don’t have any vows of eternal love with Ning Qi, I don’t have those earth-shattering feelings.
But isn’t it that two people compromise and support each other when they get married?
Can’t we walk if we respect each other?
But the reality is Ning Qi. He hates me.
I have neve been a self-deprecating person.
When I was a child, my parents took me when I was busy with work. I was like a wild child climbing a tree and digging out a bird’s nest … I did it all.
I still remember that there are a large number of flaming rhododendrons in the back hill. In spring, I am always taken to the mountain by my sister next door to pick flowers and hold them in my arms, which is especially fragrant and beautiful.
But even if I had such a rural life, I never felt inferior.
Because my parents are very kind to me.
They educate me in their own way, treat me equally, and tell me that the outside world tells me to take a long view.
Later, I followed them back to the imperial city and entered this prosperous and lively city, and I was never timid.
Until just ning chess broke all my self-esteem.
It turns out that I am strong and conservative in his eyes, and I don’t understand amorous feelings … I look disgusting.
I can’t compare with him anywhere.
Think about it carefully. Wen Lu cries and pear blossoms take rain to talk. Jiao Jiao’s softness must be charming, too.
No wonder Ning Qi likes it so much.
But I … Should not be as hateful as his mouth?
I have always felt that I am no different from other women. I have my own ideas and persistence, but I still go with the flow most of the time.
Section 9
I also paid a lot for my feelings.
I’m willing to give in again and again. My first reaction after I cheated on Ning Qi was to make up instead of burning everything.
I didn’t expect him to feel disgusted no matter what I did.
Maybe I really don’t like him.
Being so degraded by her boyfriend four years ago is really degrading to the dust. It is false to say that she is not injured.
After three days of rest at home, I recovered my calm.
There was a class on Tuesday afternoon, and I happened to see Ye Xiangyuan when I rushed to the school to park.
He opened the passenger door very gentlemanly and a young girl came.
Chapter 11 You are a good girl
The girl wore a simple white knee-length dress with long shoulder-length hair, and her smile was sweet, pure and beautiful, with a puff of air, which was particularly comfortable at first sight.
The second is the winner, and this time it is the stunning beauty Ye Xiangyuan. The women around her are really of high quality.
I hesitated for a moment without saying hello.